Lately I am so lazy and tiring..
I feel kinda boring with my current job..
even i learn a lot of thing within short period of time.
I became lazy since I know the process.
i dont feel excited anymore.. goshhh..
and one thing .. i had a strange feeling.. dont want to think about it.
since i dont like it at all.
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Monday, January 31, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
My man
when i posted the status about my dreamed, lots of my friends replied, they are so funny. but i know my man, i will recognised him , if i met him in real.
I had a friend he likes me, since he saw /read my status, he confess he like me hahah..
but i said i am sorry , i dont have a feeling for u, i just like being your friend.
i just telling you the truth. lol. i think he is getting mad at me.
strange he should not be angry since i am honest telling the truth.
my friends guy keep saying that, who are they bla bla i had high taste bla bla.
so what ???. do i cares, is my life, no one can push me.
i cannot give want they want. they are crazy. obsess.
man strange. they just selfish. .. no respect.
but my man, i know he wasnt like that. that why i didnt choose them..
only my man .. my friend said be patience , he come to you, yeah my instict telling the same way too. i do remember my grandma said , if someone came into your dreamed n did not talk to that was true, they soul came to u. since this guy his soul was came to me.. he wear all white.
i do remember my lecturer , who teach religious, he said he met his wife in his dreamed, unbelievable. he had dreamed he met a gurl, then he said when the airport on the way back from iraq , he met the gurl that he had dreamed.
and the gurl also had the same dreamed too. since then they know that what god want.
and they happily live husband and wife.
it is fate.
I had a friend he likes me, since he saw /read my status, he confess he like me hahah..
but i said i am sorry , i dont have a feeling for u, i just like being your friend.
i just telling you the truth. lol. i think he is getting mad at me.
strange he should not be angry since i am honest telling the truth.
my friends guy keep saying that, who are they bla bla i had high taste bla bla.
so what ???. do i cares, is my life, no one can push me.
i cannot give want they want. they are crazy. obsess.
man strange. they just selfish. .. no respect.
but my man, i know he wasnt like that. that why i didnt choose them..
only my man .. my friend said be patience , he come to you, yeah my instict telling the same way too. i do remember my grandma said , if someone came into your dreamed n did not talk to that was true, they soul came to u. since this guy his soul was came to me.. he wear all white.
i do remember my lecturer , who teach religious, he said he met his wife in his dreamed, unbelievable. he had dreamed he met a gurl, then he said when the airport on the way back from iraq , he met the gurl that he had dreamed.
and the gurl also had the same dreamed too. since then they know that what god want.
and they happily live husband and wife.
it is fate.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Dream
Last nite i had a dream, i dreamed iam getting married, but whos the guy,
i dont know him, i never see him before.
he is fair skin, not so tall not so short.
he wear all white. he is not caucasian , not malay , not indian, not chinese.
who is he.. mysterious guy.
but one thing for sure he is good looking man. :-).
and i like him ...
i dont know him, i never see him before.
he is fair skin, not so tall not so short.
he wear all white. he is not caucasian , not malay , not indian, not chinese.
who is he.. mysterious guy.
but one thing for sure he is good looking man. :-).
and i like him ...
Friday, January 21, 2011
Wheel
Today I wake up,..and somehow. I remember about someone. Life is like a wheel. Sometimes you are up some time you are down, when you are at the bottom, that time you will notice, the true color of the person, is true what the spirit said, half of my friends are useless.
Last time I had a best friend called AB, but I have no work no job no money at all, since then she kicked my ass away. Insulted me infront of her friends as well, I never been insulted such thing in my life. It is really hurts. But now I don't feel sad anymore, since she a bitch . I think the spirit was true, she said don't be sad since God want me away from the bad person.I know who is the friend the real and true friend from heart. Just one friend her named is Zeta,She understood me , cos last time she don't have anybody too both parent died. and now she married and living in other state but we still keep in touched. She cares me when I were sick before cos she know the feeling being alone and no one.
And today woke up , I remember the bitch AB, I hope she will know the truth how bad she is. She and her friend BABI just the same. BABI more devil she come to me like a friend trying to understand me, but once she got what she want , she stabbed me from behind. BABI the one who did a provocation , BABI likes AB and admirer her, so BABI made us fight , double face, BABI know when the time to moves out and let us fought, BABI always said promise arr dont tell don't tell but BABI broke the promises , one day BABI will eat her words, BABi was bisexual she admit that to me, and after all I do noticed she had a motives , BABI was a backstabber , she should used the knife to cut the FORK. not me.
One more friend was useless , her named was BABI2 last time she dont have a job, and i have a job, since then she like to come my office, and i help her a lot, when she bought a car , and she dont know to drive, her sister teach her how to drive but she cannot catch up, and been scold by her sister and her brother in-law, until one stage her sister asked to her to asked me for help , so i did i help her, at nite she came to my house at midnite since no car much that time so i can teach her, even i know i had to work tomorrow morning, well i still help her, until she passed and get the driving licenses. I am good with her, but she did a bad thing behind me, she came to my office and be friend with my colleague as well, my colleague and I doesnt have a good team, my x-colleague was stupid and act like she was the boss she can do everything she want , she want to come to work is up to her she want to dating and bring her boyfriend it is up to her, want to bring the husband and kids its up to her, I had no obligation on that, as long give and take, and dont disturb me, but she is jealous with me since the big boss like me more than her cos I am smarter than her, and when they called I am always around in the office. So this BABI2 know our problem and provoke when I am not around she talked to my ex-colleague bad. Until one stage I cannot stand anymore when my ex-colleague wrote the email to big boss said she did not perform well to manage the center and she dragged me as well. That is so so stupid and so unprofessional. When I asked her she said BABI2 agreed with the MEMO, I asked why you need to asked outsiders, I am was you colleague you should talked to me. Then I dont feel like I want to work there anymore, I feel I work just for money, I feel dishonest with my job, so I quit. If I do something dishonesty I will stopped since I feel guilty and I am not happy with it, even it is give me something. So since BABI2 doesnt have a permanent job, and she told me before that she had a financial problem , so recommend her to replaced my position without go through interview process, even my x-colleague also working there without the interview. But me YES , I passed the interview . Since then I know that I am really deserved it to work there. After the BABI2 work there, i think she is going to help me , but she totally changed, I saw her true color. .when I need her to help since I was jobless, she said you don't have anybody else to ask?.
OMG so damned man.. what a bloody hell person she is. After that I back off, since I know her true color.I believed GOD will punished her as well. aamin.
All these people will get punishment soon. God will give them a lesson and punish them. I can feel God loves me is come from the bottom of my heart. Even I am not so good to HIM, HE still loves me. HE cares for me when people did a bad thing to me, HE will punished them. I saw this before, and I am so so pity to the person, but there is nothing I can do. That is KARMA, you did bad it will returned back to you one day. When I am clueless HE will gives a clue for me to think, When I am in trouble HE will gives a gift sixth sense for me to feel it. HE so fair and square , HE took my parents He took my sister , BUT HE gives me the feeling. HE gives me the sixth sense to protect me, is unexplain feeling people will say I am crazy, but that how I survived. What I can say THANK GOD.
Friend don't trust them, since now I always put into my mind, my friend from USA said be professional, don 't too closed to them. Must bear into your mind GAP, another guy friend said , friendship is like you dig the hole, the more you dig the more deep you are in, at one stage you will be death.
Last time I had a best friend called AB, but I have no work no job no money at all, since then she kicked my ass away. Insulted me infront of her friends as well, I never been insulted such thing in my life. It is really hurts. But now I don't feel sad anymore, since she a bitch . I think the spirit was true, she said don't be sad since God want me away from the bad person.I know who is the friend the real and true friend from heart. Just one friend her named is Zeta,She understood me , cos last time she don't have anybody too both parent died. and now she married and living in other state but we still keep in touched. She cares me when I were sick before cos she know the feeling being alone and no one.
And today woke up , I remember the bitch AB, I hope she will know the truth how bad she is. She and her friend BABI just the same. BABI more devil she come to me like a friend trying to understand me, but once she got what she want , she stabbed me from behind. BABI the one who did a provocation , BABI likes AB and admirer her, so BABI made us fight , double face, BABI know when the time to moves out and let us fought, BABI always said promise arr dont tell don't tell but BABI broke the promises , one day BABI will eat her words, BABi was bisexual she admit that to me, and after all I do noticed she had a motives , BABI was a backstabber , she should used the knife to cut the FORK. not me.
One more friend was useless , her named was BABI2 last time she dont have a job, and i have a job, since then she like to come my office, and i help her a lot, when she bought a car , and she dont know to drive, her sister teach her how to drive but she cannot catch up, and been scold by her sister and her brother in-law, until one stage her sister asked to her to asked me for help , so i did i help her, at nite she came to my house at midnite since no car much that time so i can teach her, even i know i had to work tomorrow morning, well i still help her, until she passed and get the driving licenses. I am good with her, but she did a bad thing behind me, she came to my office and be friend with my colleague as well, my colleague and I doesnt have a good team, my x-colleague was stupid and act like she was the boss she can do everything she want , she want to come to work is up to her she want to dating and bring her boyfriend it is up to her, want to bring the husband and kids its up to her, I had no obligation on that, as long give and take, and dont disturb me, but she is jealous with me since the big boss like me more than her cos I am smarter than her, and when they called I am always around in the office. So this BABI2 know our problem and provoke when I am not around she talked to my ex-colleague bad. Until one stage I cannot stand anymore when my ex-colleague wrote the email to big boss said she did not perform well to manage the center and she dragged me as well. That is so so stupid and so unprofessional. When I asked her she said BABI2 agreed with the MEMO, I asked why you need to asked outsiders, I am was you colleague you should talked to me. Then I dont feel like I want to work there anymore, I feel I work just for money, I feel dishonest with my job, so I quit. If I do something dishonesty I will stopped since I feel guilty and I am not happy with it, even it is give me something. So since BABI2 doesnt have a permanent job, and she told me before that she had a financial problem , so recommend her to replaced my position without go through interview process, even my x-colleague also working there without the interview. But me YES , I passed the interview . Since then I know that I am really deserved it to work there. After the BABI2 work there, i think she is going to help me , but she totally changed, I saw her true color. .when I need her to help since I was jobless, she said you don't have anybody else to ask?.
OMG so damned man.. what a bloody hell person she is. After that I back off, since I know her true color.I believed GOD will punished her as well. aamin.
All these people will get punishment soon. God will give them a lesson and punish them. I can feel God loves me is come from the bottom of my heart. Even I am not so good to HIM, HE still loves me. HE cares for me when people did a bad thing to me, HE will punished them. I saw this before, and I am so so pity to the person, but there is nothing I can do. That is KARMA, you did bad it will returned back to you one day. When I am clueless HE will gives a clue for me to think, When I am in trouble HE will gives a gift sixth sense for me to feel it. HE so fair and square , HE took my parents He took my sister , BUT HE gives me the feeling. HE gives me the sixth sense to protect me, is unexplain feeling people will say I am crazy, but that how I survived. What I can say THANK GOD.
Friend don't trust them, since now I always put into my mind, my friend from USA said be professional, don 't too closed to them. Must bear into your mind GAP, another guy friend said , friendship is like you dig the hole, the more you dig the more deep you are in, at one stage you will be death.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Stupid Driver
Today is hot day, my mood wasn't good when a hot day. On the way back to office during my lunch hour, in front of me was a stupid driver with his Myvi PXX 1390, suddenly he gave a signal to turn left, then when my car was near suddenly this stupid fella turn back to my lane gosshhhh... I dont care, I just HONKKKKKKKKKKKKKK............
and he drove faster like ran away from me, and then without gave a signal he just turn on the left to other road . Why Malaysian are like this no manners. The weather too hot,I don't like, and when at traffic light I want to turn to my office, there is one luxury car the traffic was green and started blinking , i just behind that car, but what the heck why this fella so slow... he want to U turn, but stupid .. gosshhhh why this people just so selfish , they dont care others, they just care they can passed over. Others let them be. grrrr.. all this was Malaysian driver attitude too bad.
Office: Today I got the email from Australia , they wondering why the courier was arrived in Cincinati USA, haiz.. I followed up with the DHL this time I spoke to the Officer In -Charged. He said HK just inter-connection flight, the courier need to reach there only that can re-call back. Grrrr... haiz need to reply the email from Australia what is going on .
Last nite was a good nite, since I manage to recover my losses in FOREX. And I able to create one blog . Please visit MYFX Journey.
The morale is if you think you can sure you can, cos you will put the effort to do that.
I am chatting with my friend in Facebook, she said she is going to climb mount everest, wow i just posted in my facebook's wall about everest disaster and preparation. she was right is once a life time experience , that you will never get..
I want to climb also but I need to change my attitude to be more active and not lazy to do exercise eat healthy food. care about my health and body. Join the friend who share the same desire as well, since it is aspiring and motivation myself.
And my friend was older than me, and already pensioner i think was 50++ . But her body look young since she did exercise and practice a healthy life style.
I guess women at her age will lousy and weak, but she is stronger . suprised.. i think this is because she was lived in UK before. So she adapt their life style as well and she married with English man as well. I think if I should find someone that love to do what I like to do too.
2nd suprised : Andrien the germany text me, he asked me out for clubbing,... but i am lazy, no mood since I am focus on trade, and I feel bored if I am out. I cannot every week out, I will bored easily due to the same environment, i just curious how the person can go out every week. I only go out when I feel really boring,or I need different mood.
and he drove faster like ran away from me, and then without gave a signal he just turn on the left to other road . Why Malaysian are like this no manners. The weather too hot,I don't like, and when at traffic light I want to turn to my office, there is one luxury car the traffic was green and started blinking , i just behind that car, but what the heck why this fella so slow... he want to U turn, but stupid .. gosshhhh why this people just so selfish , they dont care others, they just care they can passed over. Others let them be. grrrr.. all this was Malaysian driver attitude too bad.
Office: Today I got the email from Australia , they wondering why the courier was arrived in Cincinati USA, haiz.. I followed up with the DHL this time I spoke to the Officer In -Charged. He said HK just inter-connection flight, the courier need to reach there only that can re-call back. Grrrr... haiz need to reply the email from Australia what is going on .
Last nite was a good nite, since I manage to recover my losses in FOREX. And I able to create one blog . Please visit MYFX Journey.
The morale is if you think you can sure you can, cos you will put the effort to do that.
I am chatting with my friend in Facebook, she said she is going to climb mount everest, wow i just posted in my facebook's wall about everest disaster and preparation. she was right is once a life time experience , that you will never get..
I want to climb also but I need to change my attitude to be more active and not lazy to do exercise eat healthy food. care about my health and body. Join the friend who share the same desire as well, since it is aspiring and motivation myself.
And my friend was older than me, and already pensioner i think was 50++ . But her body look young since she did exercise and practice a healthy life style.
I guess women at her age will lousy and weak, but she is stronger . suprised.. i think this is because she was lived in UK before. So she adapt their life style as well and she married with English man as well. I think if I should find someone that love to do what I like to do too.
2nd suprised : Andrien the germany text me, he asked me out for clubbing,... but i am lazy, no mood since I am focus on trade, and I feel bored if I am out. I cannot every week out, I will bored easily due to the same environment, i just curious how the person can go out every week. I only go out when I feel really boring,or I need different mood.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Flu
i am having bad flu today, was lucky since today was public holiday due to thaipusam festival for hindu . my nose blocked my eyes red and hot, i dont like,
FOREX: i hate last nite my broadband turn off, due to barred, my trade gone, loss, actually can make profit but bullshit it is hit my sl, and then boom dropping so much. if i didnt put the sl i am still in profits, im not good in sl . i should studies this .
i will conter attack today. i dont care. with small tp . i am sure i wil gain back .
yes mind power if u think u can sure u can, i manage to to reduced the losses from 22 usd to 6usd. will do more next us open.
strategy will play when uk closed, 2 hours after 4h closed uk closed. i am creating one blog for my forex.
home: doing house cleaning, lots of thing to be done. :-( , i feel great since i counter attack my trade and win back. the system is work and i manage to created blog for forex, hope it will help others too. since it wasnt that easy to understand the pattern as well. time for me to sleeep.. gud nite all.
Before I off to bed, i put into mind tomorrow will be beautiful day.
FOREX: i hate last nite my broadband turn off, due to barred, my trade gone, loss, actually can make profit but bullshit it is hit my sl, and then boom dropping so much. if i didnt put the sl i am still in profits, im not good in sl . i should studies this .
i will conter attack today. i dont care. with small tp . i am sure i wil gain back .
yes mind power if u think u can sure u can, i manage to to reduced the losses from 22 usd to 6usd. will do more next us open.
strategy will play when uk closed, 2 hours after 4h closed uk closed. i am creating one blog for my forex.
home: doing house cleaning, lots of thing to be done. :-( , i feel great since i counter attack my trade and win back. the system is work and i manage to created blog for forex, hope it will help others too. since it wasnt that easy to understand the pattern as well. time for me to sleeep.. gud nite all.
Before I off to bed, i put into mind tomorrow will be beautiful day.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
DHL's boy
today , i got headache with DHL's boy, i print out the address to send to Australia , Northbridge 6003, WA . But he simply thought WA for Washington, he said the system did not detect the postcode as well , strange, when i google the address, it is only in Australia , none place in USA named Northbridge with the such postcode.
And now the document was stucked in Hong Kong, i will attack him , once he return from lunch hour. And today my colleague upload the pics, that we went for dinner last Friday hahaha... i saw my pic i am fat already lol. All my colleague was manager except me haizz.. i gotta find other job in dubai soon.
btw today there is earth quake in Southwest Pakistan, last time flooded this time earthquake, i think that because God punish them since they like to fight and kill each other just because of different political view , so stupid muslims killing each other, like what happened in 2004 tsunami in Acheh , before that they like killing each other due to civil war, what the hell just imagine how many people die due this stubborn and stupid people. so that why god give disaster just want people to think.
Thank god my country was fine. aaaminn.
today i bring foods in office, the one that i cooked dinner last nite. :-).
will heat it up in microwave soon. i likeeee....
I was thinking to go to the gym today after office hours, but i think i should cancel it since tomorrow was Thaipusam , the traffic will be bad, i will call my friend 's Gina and inform her i will not go to the gym and will not go to happening tonite, i just want to trade forex and rest at home, to much nite live not good for me, i already feel a bit bored with that. same song same condition hahah..
Trade: I manage to reduce the losses to RM15. lol. stupid actually can reduce more, or no losses. i reliased that the market will turn back around 5am in the morning, so my strategy will change.. i will open when euro market Closed, and exit before US market closed, any profits just take it out. since it will return back .
Bank: I called my collector housing ' loan , he asked me to report to the customer service, stupid bank CIMB, a year I tried to get the document from them so that I can withdraw my EPF Fund to pay the arrears. haiz what they know called me like a ALONG . but they did not do their job.
Ambitious:sometimes my ambitious too extreme i was thinking to climb everest, but it wasnt that easy, is like 50/50 die or alive. when i watched one documentary in youtube about everest disaster it is scary.they left in die... once cannot walk freezing there is nothing u can do. :-(
today i just clean up the floor, n clean up the bathroom that i cage my kitten, he so so wild grrr... then after all i cage him back hehehe.. into the bathroom.
And now the document was stucked in Hong Kong, i will attack him , once he return from lunch hour. And today my colleague upload the pics, that we went for dinner last Friday hahaha... i saw my pic i am fat already lol. All my colleague was manager except me haizz.. i gotta find other job in dubai soon.
btw today there is earth quake in Southwest Pakistan, last time flooded this time earthquake, i think that because God punish them since they like to fight and kill each other just because of different political view , so stupid muslims killing each other, like what happened in 2004 tsunami in Acheh , before that they like killing each other due to civil war, what the hell just imagine how many people die due this stubborn and stupid people. so that why god give disaster just want people to think.
Thank god my country was fine. aaaminn.
today i bring foods in office, the one that i cooked dinner last nite. :-).
will heat it up in microwave soon. i likeeee....
I was thinking to go to the gym today after office hours, but i think i should cancel it since tomorrow was Thaipusam , the traffic will be bad, i will call my friend 's Gina and inform her i will not go to the gym and will not go to happening tonite, i just want to trade forex and rest at home, to much nite live not good for me, i already feel a bit bored with that. same song same condition hahah..
Trade: I manage to reduce the losses to RM15. lol. stupid actually can reduce more, or no losses. i reliased that the market will turn back around 5am in the morning, so my strategy will change.. i will open when euro market Closed, and exit before US market closed, any profits just take it out. since it will return back .
Bank: I called my collector housing ' loan , he asked me to report to the customer service, stupid bank CIMB, a year I tried to get the document from them so that I can withdraw my EPF Fund to pay the arrears. haiz what they know called me like a ALONG . but they did not do their job.
Ambitious:sometimes my ambitious too extreme i was thinking to climb everest, but it wasnt that easy, is like 50/50 die or alive. when i watched one documentary in youtube about everest disaster it is scary.they left in die... once cannot walk freezing there is nothing u can do. :-(
today i just clean up the floor, n clean up the bathroom that i cage my kitten, he so so wild grrr... then after all i cage him back hehehe.. into the bathroom.
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