Lately I am so lazy and tiring..
I feel kinda boring with my current job..
even i learn a lot of thing within short period of time.
I became lazy since I know the process.
i dont feel excited anymore.. goshhh..
and one thing .. i had a strange feeling.. dont want to think about it.
since i dont like it at all.
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Monday, January 31, 2011
Thursday, January 27, 2011
My man
when i posted the status about my dreamed, lots of my friends replied, they are so funny. but i know my man, i will recognised him , if i met him in real.
I had a friend he likes me, since he saw /read my status, he confess he like me hahah..
but i said i am sorry , i dont have a feeling for u, i just like being your friend.
i just telling you the truth. lol. i think he is getting mad at me.
strange he should not be angry since i am honest telling the truth.
my friends guy keep saying that, who are they bla bla i had high taste bla bla.
so what ???. do i cares, is my life, no one can push me.
i cannot give want they want. they are crazy. obsess.
man strange. they just selfish. .. no respect.
but my man, i know he wasnt like that. that why i didnt choose them..
only my man .. my friend said be patience , he come to you, yeah my instict telling the same way too. i do remember my grandma said , if someone came into your dreamed n did not talk to that was true, they soul came to u. since this guy his soul was came to me.. he wear all white.
i do remember my lecturer , who teach religious, he said he met his wife in his dreamed, unbelievable. he had dreamed he met a gurl, then he said when the airport on the way back from iraq , he met the gurl that he had dreamed.
and the gurl also had the same dreamed too. since then they know that what god want.
and they happily live husband and wife.
it is fate.
I had a friend he likes me, since he saw /read my status, he confess he like me hahah..
but i said i am sorry , i dont have a feeling for u, i just like being your friend.
i just telling you the truth. lol. i think he is getting mad at me.
strange he should not be angry since i am honest telling the truth.
my friends guy keep saying that, who are they bla bla i had high taste bla bla.
so what ???. do i cares, is my life, no one can push me.
i cannot give want they want. they are crazy. obsess.
man strange. they just selfish. .. no respect.
but my man, i know he wasnt like that. that why i didnt choose them..
only my man .. my friend said be patience , he come to you, yeah my instict telling the same way too. i do remember my grandma said , if someone came into your dreamed n did not talk to that was true, they soul came to u. since this guy his soul was came to me.. he wear all white.
i do remember my lecturer , who teach religious, he said he met his wife in his dreamed, unbelievable. he had dreamed he met a gurl, then he said when the airport on the way back from iraq , he met the gurl that he had dreamed.
and the gurl also had the same dreamed too. since then they know that what god want.
and they happily live husband and wife.
it is fate.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Dream
Last nite i had a dream, i dreamed iam getting married, but whos the guy,
i dont know him, i never see him before.
he is fair skin, not so tall not so short.
he wear all white. he is not caucasian , not malay , not indian, not chinese.
who is he.. mysterious guy.
but one thing for sure he is good looking man. :-).
and i like him ...
i dont know him, i never see him before.
he is fair skin, not so tall not so short.
he wear all white. he is not caucasian , not malay , not indian, not chinese.
who is he.. mysterious guy.
but one thing for sure he is good looking man. :-).
and i like him ...
Friday, January 21, 2011
Wheel
Today I wake up,..and somehow. I remember about someone. Life is like a wheel. Sometimes you are up some time you are down, when you are at the bottom, that time you will notice, the true color of the person, is true what the spirit said, half of my friends are useless.
Last time I had a best friend called AB, but I have no work no job no money at all, since then she kicked my ass away. Insulted me infront of her friends as well, I never been insulted such thing in my life. It is really hurts. But now I don't feel sad anymore, since she a bitch . I think the spirit was true, she said don't be sad since God want me away from the bad person.I know who is the friend the real and true friend from heart. Just one friend her named is Zeta,She understood me , cos last time she don't have anybody too both parent died. and now she married and living in other state but we still keep in touched. She cares me when I were sick before cos she know the feeling being alone and no one.
And today woke up , I remember the bitch AB, I hope she will know the truth how bad she is. She and her friend BABI just the same. BABI more devil she come to me like a friend trying to understand me, but once she got what she want , she stabbed me from behind. BABI the one who did a provocation , BABI likes AB and admirer her, so BABI made us fight , double face, BABI know when the time to moves out and let us fought, BABI always said promise arr dont tell don't tell but BABI broke the promises , one day BABI will eat her words, BABi was bisexual she admit that to me, and after all I do noticed she had a motives , BABI was a backstabber , she should used the knife to cut the FORK. not me.
One more friend was useless , her named was BABI2 last time she dont have a job, and i have a job, since then she like to come my office, and i help her a lot, when she bought a car , and she dont know to drive, her sister teach her how to drive but she cannot catch up, and been scold by her sister and her brother in-law, until one stage her sister asked to her to asked me for help , so i did i help her, at nite she came to my house at midnite since no car much that time so i can teach her, even i know i had to work tomorrow morning, well i still help her, until she passed and get the driving licenses. I am good with her, but she did a bad thing behind me, she came to my office and be friend with my colleague as well, my colleague and I doesnt have a good team, my x-colleague was stupid and act like she was the boss she can do everything she want , she want to come to work is up to her she want to dating and bring her boyfriend it is up to her, want to bring the husband and kids its up to her, I had no obligation on that, as long give and take, and dont disturb me, but she is jealous with me since the big boss like me more than her cos I am smarter than her, and when they called I am always around in the office. So this BABI2 know our problem and provoke when I am not around she talked to my ex-colleague bad. Until one stage I cannot stand anymore when my ex-colleague wrote the email to big boss said she did not perform well to manage the center and she dragged me as well. That is so so stupid and so unprofessional. When I asked her she said BABI2 agreed with the MEMO, I asked why you need to asked outsiders, I am was you colleague you should talked to me. Then I dont feel like I want to work there anymore, I feel I work just for money, I feel dishonest with my job, so I quit. If I do something dishonesty I will stopped since I feel guilty and I am not happy with it, even it is give me something. So since BABI2 doesnt have a permanent job, and she told me before that she had a financial problem , so recommend her to replaced my position without go through interview process, even my x-colleague also working there without the interview. But me YES , I passed the interview . Since then I know that I am really deserved it to work there. After the BABI2 work there, i think she is going to help me , but she totally changed, I saw her true color. .when I need her to help since I was jobless, she said you don't have anybody else to ask?.
OMG so damned man.. what a bloody hell person she is. After that I back off, since I know her true color.I believed GOD will punished her as well. aamin.
All these people will get punishment soon. God will give them a lesson and punish them. I can feel God loves me is come from the bottom of my heart. Even I am not so good to HIM, HE still loves me. HE cares for me when people did a bad thing to me, HE will punished them. I saw this before, and I am so so pity to the person, but there is nothing I can do. That is KARMA, you did bad it will returned back to you one day. When I am clueless HE will gives a clue for me to think, When I am in trouble HE will gives a gift sixth sense for me to feel it. HE so fair and square , HE took my parents He took my sister , BUT HE gives me the feeling. HE gives me the sixth sense to protect me, is unexplain feeling people will say I am crazy, but that how I survived. What I can say THANK GOD.
Friend don't trust them, since now I always put into my mind, my friend from USA said be professional, don 't too closed to them. Must bear into your mind GAP, another guy friend said , friendship is like you dig the hole, the more you dig the more deep you are in, at one stage you will be death.
Last time I had a best friend called AB, but I have no work no job no money at all, since then she kicked my ass away. Insulted me infront of her friends as well, I never been insulted such thing in my life. It is really hurts. But now I don't feel sad anymore, since she a bitch . I think the spirit was true, she said don't be sad since God want me away from the bad person.I know who is the friend the real and true friend from heart. Just one friend her named is Zeta,She understood me , cos last time she don't have anybody too both parent died. and now she married and living in other state but we still keep in touched. She cares me when I were sick before cos she know the feeling being alone and no one.
And today woke up , I remember the bitch AB, I hope she will know the truth how bad she is. She and her friend BABI just the same. BABI more devil she come to me like a friend trying to understand me, but once she got what she want , she stabbed me from behind. BABI the one who did a provocation , BABI likes AB and admirer her, so BABI made us fight , double face, BABI know when the time to moves out and let us fought, BABI always said promise arr dont tell don't tell but BABI broke the promises , one day BABI will eat her words, BABi was bisexual she admit that to me, and after all I do noticed she had a motives , BABI was a backstabber , she should used the knife to cut the FORK. not me.
One more friend was useless , her named was BABI2 last time she dont have a job, and i have a job, since then she like to come my office, and i help her a lot, when she bought a car , and she dont know to drive, her sister teach her how to drive but she cannot catch up, and been scold by her sister and her brother in-law, until one stage her sister asked to her to asked me for help , so i did i help her, at nite she came to my house at midnite since no car much that time so i can teach her, even i know i had to work tomorrow morning, well i still help her, until she passed and get the driving licenses. I am good with her, but she did a bad thing behind me, she came to my office and be friend with my colleague as well, my colleague and I doesnt have a good team, my x-colleague was stupid and act like she was the boss she can do everything she want , she want to come to work is up to her she want to dating and bring her boyfriend it is up to her, want to bring the husband and kids its up to her, I had no obligation on that, as long give and take, and dont disturb me, but she is jealous with me since the big boss like me more than her cos I am smarter than her, and when they called I am always around in the office. So this BABI2 know our problem and provoke when I am not around she talked to my ex-colleague bad. Until one stage I cannot stand anymore when my ex-colleague wrote the email to big boss said she did not perform well to manage the center and she dragged me as well. That is so so stupid and so unprofessional. When I asked her she said BABI2 agreed with the MEMO, I asked why you need to asked outsiders, I am was you colleague you should talked to me. Then I dont feel like I want to work there anymore, I feel I work just for money, I feel dishonest with my job, so I quit. If I do something dishonesty I will stopped since I feel guilty and I am not happy with it, even it is give me something. So since BABI2 doesnt have a permanent job, and she told me before that she had a financial problem , so recommend her to replaced my position without go through interview process, even my x-colleague also working there without the interview. But me YES , I passed the interview . Since then I know that I am really deserved it to work there. After the BABI2 work there, i think she is going to help me , but she totally changed, I saw her true color. .when I need her to help since I was jobless, she said you don't have anybody else to ask?.
OMG so damned man.. what a bloody hell person she is. After that I back off, since I know her true color.I believed GOD will punished her as well. aamin.
All these people will get punishment soon. God will give them a lesson and punish them. I can feel God loves me is come from the bottom of my heart. Even I am not so good to HIM, HE still loves me. HE cares for me when people did a bad thing to me, HE will punished them. I saw this before, and I am so so pity to the person, but there is nothing I can do. That is KARMA, you did bad it will returned back to you one day. When I am clueless HE will gives a clue for me to think, When I am in trouble HE will gives a gift sixth sense for me to feel it. HE so fair and square , HE took my parents He took my sister , BUT HE gives me the feeling. HE gives me the sixth sense to protect me, is unexplain feeling people will say I am crazy, but that how I survived. What I can say THANK GOD.
Friend don't trust them, since now I always put into my mind, my friend from USA said be professional, don 't too closed to them. Must bear into your mind GAP, another guy friend said , friendship is like you dig the hole, the more you dig the more deep you are in, at one stage you will be death.
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Stupid Driver
Today is hot day, my mood wasn't good when a hot day. On the way back to office during my lunch hour, in front of me was a stupid driver with his Myvi PXX 1390, suddenly he gave a signal to turn left, then when my car was near suddenly this stupid fella turn back to my lane gosshhhh... I dont care, I just HONKKKKKKKKKKKKKK............
and he drove faster like ran away from me, and then without gave a signal he just turn on the left to other road . Why Malaysian are like this no manners. The weather too hot,I don't like, and when at traffic light I want to turn to my office, there is one luxury car the traffic was green and started blinking , i just behind that car, but what the heck why this fella so slow... he want to U turn, but stupid .. gosshhhh why this people just so selfish , they dont care others, they just care they can passed over. Others let them be. grrrr.. all this was Malaysian driver attitude too bad.
Office: Today I got the email from Australia , they wondering why the courier was arrived in Cincinati USA, haiz.. I followed up with the DHL this time I spoke to the Officer In -Charged. He said HK just inter-connection flight, the courier need to reach there only that can re-call back. Grrrr... haiz need to reply the email from Australia what is going on .
Last nite was a good nite, since I manage to recover my losses in FOREX. And I able to create one blog . Please visit MYFX Journey.
The morale is if you think you can sure you can, cos you will put the effort to do that.
I am chatting with my friend in Facebook, she said she is going to climb mount everest, wow i just posted in my facebook's wall about everest disaster and preparation. she was right is once a life time experience , that you will never get..
I want to climb also but I need to change my attitude to be more active and not lazy to do exercise eat healthy food. care about my health and body. Join the friend who share the same desire as well, since it is aspiring and motivation myself.
And my friend was older than me, and already pensioner i think was 50++ . But her body look young since she did exercise and practice a healthy life style.
I guess women at her age will lousy and weak, but she is stronger . suprised.. i think this is because she was lived in UK before. So she adapt their life style as well and she married with English man as well. I think if I should find someone that love to do what I like to do too.
2nd suprised : Andrien the germany text me, he asked me out for clubbing,... but i am lazy, no mood since I am focus on trade, and I feel bored if I am out. I cannot every week out, I will bored easily due to the same environment, i just curious how the person can go out every week. I only go out when I feel really boring,or I need different mood.
and he drove faster like ran away from me, and then without gave a signal he just turn on the left to other road . Why Malaysian are like this no manners. The weather too hot,I don't like, and when at traffic light I want to turn to my office, there is one luxury car the traffic was green and started blinking , i just behind that car, but what the heck why this fella so slow... he want to U turn, but stupid .. gosshhhh why this people just so selfish , they dont care others, they just care they can passed over. Others let them be. grrrr.. all this was Malaysian driver attitude too bad.
Office: Today I got the email from Australia , they wondering why the courier was arrived in Cincinati USA, haiz.. I followed up with the DHL this time I spoke to the Officer In -Charged. He said HK just inter-connection flight, the courier need to reach there only that can re-call back. Grrrr... haiz need to reply the email from Australia what is going on .
Last nite was a good nite, since I manage to recover my losses in FOREX. And I able to create one blog . Please visit MYFX Journey.
The morale is if you think you can sure you can, cos you will put the effort to do that.
I am chatting with my friend in Facebook, she said she is going to climb mount everest, wow i just posted in my facebook's wall about everest disaster and preparation. she was right is once a life time experience , that you will never get..
I want to climb also but I need to change my attitude to be more active and not lazy to do exercise eat healthy food. care about my health and body. Join the friend who share the same desire as well, since it is aspiring and motivation myself.
And my friend was older than me, and already pensioner i think was 50++ . But her body look young since she did exercise and practice a healthy life style.
I guess women at her age will lousy and weak, but she is stronger . suprised.. i think this is because she was lived in UK before. So she adapt their life style as well and she married with English man as well. I think if I should find someone that love to do what I like to do too.
2nd suprised : Andrien the germany text me, he asked me out for clubbing,... but i am lazy, no mood since I am focus on trade, and I feel bored if I am out. I cannot every week out, I will bored easily due to the same environment, i just curious how the person can go out every week. I only go out when I feel really boring,or I need different mood.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Flu
i am having bad flu today, was lucky since today was public holiday due to thaipusam festival for hindu . my nose blocked my eyes red and hot, i dont like,
FOREX: i hate last nite my broadband turn off, due to barred, my trade gone, loss, actually can make profit but bullshit it is hit my sl, and then boom dropping so much. if i didnt put the sl i am still in profits, im not good in sl . i should studies this .
i will conter attack today. i dont care. with small tp . i am sure i wil gain back .
yes mind power if u think u can sure u can, i manage to to reduced the losses from 22 usd to 6usd. will do more next us open.
strategy will play when uk closed, 2 hours after 4h closed uk closed. i am creating one blog for my forex.
home: doing house cleaning, lots of thing to be done. :-( , i feel great since i counter attack my trade and win back. the system is work and i manage to created blog for forex, hope it will help others too. since it wasnt that easy to understand the pattern as well. time for me to sleeep.. gud nite all.
Before I off to bed, i put into mind tomorrow will be beautiful day.
FOREX: i hate last nite my broadband turn off, due to barred, my trade gone, loss, actually can make profit but bullshit it is hit my sl, and then boom dropping so much. if i didnt put the sl i am still in profits, im not good in sl . i should studies this .
i will conter attack today. i dont care. with small tp . i am sure i wil gain back .
yes mind power if u think u can sure u can, i manage to to reduced the losses from 22 usd to 6usd. will do more next us open.
strategy will play when uk closed, 2 hours after 4h closed uk closed. i am creating one blog for my forex.
home: doing house cleaning, lots of thing to be done. :-( , i feel great since i counter attack my trade and win back. the system is work and i manage to created blog for forex, hope it will help others too. since it wasnt that easy to understand the pattern as well. time for me to sleeep.. gud nite all.
Before I off to bed, i put into mind tomorrow will be beautiful day.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
DHL's boy
today , i got headache with DHL's boy, i print out the address to send to Australia , Northbridge 6003, WA . But he simply thought WA for Washington, he said the system did not detect the postcode as well , strange, when i google the address, it is only in Australia , none place in USA named Northbridge with the such postcode.
And now the document was stucked in Hong Kong, i will attack him , once he return from lunch hour. And today my colleague upload the pics, that we went for dinner last Friday hahaha... i saw my pic i am fat already lol. All my colleague was manager except me haizz.. i gotta find other job in dubai soon.
btw today there is earth quake in Southwest Pakistan, last time flooded this time earthquake, i think that because God punish them since they like to fight and kill each other just because of different political view , so stupid muslims killing each other, like what happened in 2004 tsunami in Acheh , before that they like killing each other due to civil war, what the hell just imagine how many people die due this stubborn and stupid people. so that why god give disaster just want people to think.
Thank god my country was fine. aaaminn.
today i bring foods in office, the one that i cooked dinner last nite. :-).
will heat it up in microwave soon. i likeeee....
I was thinking to go to the gym today after office hours, but i think i should cancel it since tomorrow was Thaipusam , the traffic will be bad, i will call my friend 's Gina and inform her i will not go to the gym and will not go to happening tonite, i just want to trade forex and rest at home, to much nite live not good for me, i already feel a bit bored with that. same song same condition hahah..
Trade: I manage to reduce the losses to RM15. lol. stupid actually can reduce more, or no losses. i reliased that the market will turn back around 5am in the morning, so my strategy will change.. i will open when euro market Closed, and exit before US market closed, any profits just take it out. since it will return back .
Bank: I called my collector housing ' loan , he asked me to report to the customer service, stupid bank CIMB, a year I tried to get the document from them so that I can withdraw my EPF Fund to pay the arrears. haiz what they know called me like a ALONG . but they did not do their job.
Ambitious:sometimes my ambitious too extreme i was thinking to climb everest, but it wasnt that easy, is like 50/50 die or alive. when i watched one documentary in youtube about everest disaster it is scary.they left in die... once cannot walk freezing there is nothing u can do. :-(
today i just clean up the floor, n clean up the bathroom that i cage my kitten, he so so wild grrr... then after all i cage him back hehehe.. into the bathroom.
And now the document was stucked in Hong Kong, i will attack him , once he return from lunch hour. And today my colleague upload the pics, that we went for dinner last Friday hahaha... i saw my pic i am fat already lol. All my colleague was manager except me haizz.. i gotta find other job in dubai soon.
btw today there is earth quake in Southwest Pakistan, last time flooded this time earthquake, i think that because God punish them since they like to fight and kill each other just because of different political view , so stupid muslims killing each other, like what happened in 2004 tsunami in Acheh , before that they like killing each other due to civil war, what the hell just imagine how many people die due this stubborn and stupid people. so that why god give disaster just want people to think.
Thank god my country was fine. aaaminn.
today i bring foods in office, the one that i cooked dinner last nite. :-).
will heat it up in microwave soon. i likeeee....
I was thinking to go to the gym today after office hours, but i think i should cancel it since tomorrow was Thaipusam , the traffic will be bad, i will call my friend 's Gina and inform her i will not go to the gym and will not go to happening tonite, i just want to trade forex and rest at home, to much nite live not good for me, i already feel a bit bored with that. same song same condition hahah..
Trade: I manage to reduce the losses to RM15. lol. stupid actually can reduce more, or no losses. i reliased that the market will turn back around 5am in the morning, so my strategy will change.. i will open when euro market Closed, and exit before US market closed, any profits just take it out. since it will return back .
Bank: I called my collector housing ' loan , he asked me to report to the customer service, stupid bank CIMB, a year I tried to get the document from them so that I can withdraw my EPF Fund to pay the arrears. haiz what they know called me like a ALONG . but they did not do their job.
Ambitious:sometimes my ambitious too extreme i was thinking to climb everest, but it wasnt that easy, is like 50/50 die or alive. when i watched one documentary in youtube about everest disaster it is scary.they left in die... once cannot walk freezing there is nothing u can do. :-(
today i just clean up the floor, n clean up the bathroom that i cage my kitten, he so so wild grrr... then after all i cage him back hehehe.. into the bathroom.
Cooking
today , i started work, in office so busy with this issue this and that, and the boss keep asking the report grrr,, to prepared the report need to accurate, he is stupid want me just bla bla bla.. what the hell , if anything he will said , this is incorrect data. so busy since my project due date end of this month.
today i forgot to brought my purse so i back home during lunch hour, n i cooked at home hahhaha.. then went back to office, off from office around 7pm reached home at 8 pm and prepared my dinner.
and i trade , but not good trade at first i am in profit , n then turn loss 19usd grrr... hopefully tomorrow will gain back the profits.
however my friend 's gina called me she said her mom is going to marry the mat salleh, lol.. hahahha.. she said haiz how come my mom marry first than me hahaha..
i just laughed that is funny. but is better her mom married first , so that she can get marry easily both can be happy together since both got the partner.
or else her mom will lonely.
today im helping mat alem to register in the forex website. hope we can made success in forex.
tomorrow go to work..
today i forgot to brought my purse so i back home during lunch hour, n i cooked at home hahhaha.. then went back to office, off from office around 7pm reached home at 8 pm and prepared my dinner.
and i trade , but not good trade at first i am in profit , n then turn loss 19usd grrr... hopefully tomorrow will gain back the profits.
however my friend 's gina called me she said her mom is going to marry the mat salleh, lol.. hahahha.. she said haiz how come my mom marry first than me hahaha..
i just laughed that is funny. but is better her mom married first , so that she can get marry easily both can be happy together since both got the partner.
or else her mom will lonely.
today im helping mat alem to register in the forex website. hope we can made success in forex.
tomorrow go to work..
Monday, January 17, 2011
Jumbo Dumbo
today not good monday, i had flu and mc, then my broadband got problem the USB almost broken, and i went to the shop to fix they said cannot fix it. unless buy new RM180 shit man, i dont have so much money, i spent a lot already, and i said nevermind i will fix on my own, i believed i can !. and on the way to my car, which is i parked near the petrol pump, my car was gone, i was like omg .. who the hell took my car. i looked around, n i saw omg why my car was there.. n i drove my car back to the petrol pump i need to know why ??.. then the sales man said, u cannot park there, so we remove ur car away on the main road side. shit man!!..
haiz back to adrien story he text me again early this morning but i was zzzzzzzz. so i replied him 330pm. i think he is nice man, but he loss that why he act like a playboy, play there n play here. and im sad a bit since my sibling keep pushing me to sell the house that my dad gave to me. to sell to them. i dont know why they are like that, i already said u can live in the house if u want. since u want to stay in village just go ahead, but they want changed under their named and want to pay for it, why???.. they wanted like that. i could not understand, if they truly want to live in village why no just live there, no issue at all.I am not going to asked them out at all, even i ask them one day, they still have their own house.why they still did not think about me . they are selfish . and not satisfied my dad gave the house to me. strange. but i was not that stupid. does not matter what i will not sell the house, even im will turn bankrupt i will not. that the only i had. if i give to other even to my siblings or sell it, it means i betray to my dad. he believed me so much .
i dont want have that kind of feeling, i will unhappy later.
and back to my friend 's mom named aunty hani who is dating with the germany guy that we met that last saturday. She said her mom just back home early this morning hahhaha..
sound like her mom got fuck with the germany guy, or else what are they doing the whole day rite? hahha..
haiz back to adrien story he text me again early this morning but i was zzzzzzzz. so i replied him 330pm. i think he is nice man, but he loss that why he act like a playboy, play there n play here. and im sad a bit since my sibling keep pushing me to sell the house that my dad gave to me. to sell to them. i dont know why they are like that, i already said u can live in the house if u want. since u want to stay in village just go ahead, but they want changed under their named and want to pay for it, why???.. they wanted like that. i could not understand, if they truly want to live in village why no just live there, no issue at all.I am not going to asked them out at all, even i ask them one day, they still have their own house.why they still did not think about me . they are selfish . and not satisfied my dad gave the house to me. strange. but i was not that stupid. does not matter what i will not sell the house, even im will turn bankrupt i will not. that the only i had. if i give to other even to my siblings or sell it, it means i betray to my dad. he believed me so much .
i dont want have that kind of feeling, i will unhappy later.
and back to my friend 's mom named aunty hani who is dating with the germany guy that we met that last saturday. She said her mom just back home early this morning hahhaha..
sound like her mom got fuck with the germany guy, or else what are they doing the whole day rite? hahha..
Sunday, January 16, 2011
Meet
Last nite , my friends and I went to SOHO , is a club named. we went there just to dancing n play the football desk. when i we played , one guy keep on eyes, everytime we went there the guys alwiz kept on eyes.. no idea why, since there is a lot of gurls as well lol. I am very seldom go there, but my friend n her mom did. my friend said maybe because she bring me lol. i think ppl wanted to know me. no idea. i just went to dance n having fun . but if too frequent i dont like also no quality.
i think once a month shud be ok .. btw. my friend;s mom got a partner after last nite. that germany guy like her, she is older than the guy. but my intict said the guy was a nice man. n today they went out for dating since now my friend said her mom did not return home yet. lol. btw i there is one guy keep flirt with me , but he didnt come to me like others guys, he just see me from a far , n alwiz walked passed by me. but he dare to talked dance , with all the gurls in the club lol. strange.. he like teasing me n playing a "drama" that is what i feel. before my friend's mom got the partner i told to my friend i think tonite someone will follow us back home. n then when the guy follow us back home i told my friend see i told u rite. u dont want to believed me , when i said about my intict u said that is what i am thinking, she is stupid, she dont know that how to feel when it is gifted with the sixth sense. the feeling just appeared. i think god love me even i am not so good to him, i had nobody my dad and mom passed away. HE took something from me but he gave something too. back to the guy .. he play a flirt .. . i said ok u want to play flirting so lets play flirt. n finally i gave him my phone no. hahha.. n just now he called me. his named was andrien. .. to be cont..
i think once a month shud be ok .. btw. my friend;s mom got a partner after last nite. that germany guy like her, she is older than the guy. but my intict said the guy was a nice man. n today they went out for dating since now my friend said her mom did not return home yet. lol. btw i there is one guy keep flirt with me , but he didnt come to me like others guys, he just see me from a far , n alwiz walked passed by me. but he dare to talked dance , with all the gurls in the club lol. strange.. he like teasing me n playing a "drama" that is what i feel. before my friend's mom got the partner i told to my friend i think tonite someone will follow us back home. n then when the guy follow us back home i told my friend see i told u rite. u dont want to believed me , when i said about my intict u said that is what i am thinking, she is stupid, she dont know that how to feel when it is gifted with the sixth sense. the feeling just appeared. i think god love me even i am not so good to him, i had nobody my dad and mom passed away. HE took something from me but he gave something too. back to the guy .. he play a flirt .. . i said ok u want to play flirting so lets play flirt. n finally i gave him my phone no. hahha.. n just now he called me. his named was andrien. .. to be cont..
Friday, January 14, 2011
Dinner
i had dinner with my colleague, at one Indochina restaurant, the foods delicious, so many variety, we just order what we want, eat n drink all u can hahaha..
my stomatch tight already.. all of us was 15 people.
my colleague said i put on weight hahah is good since i was too skinny before ,
just 43kg. and i look sad n sick. but now i look happy and put my weight on. but they want me to maintain lol.
i was thinking to working abroad , was thinking to work in dubai. it will be awesome.
after dinner i went to my friend house, just to chattin with them, since i had nobody only my kitten i cage it in the bathroom lol. and the internet friends.
my stomatch tight already.. all of us was 15 people.
my colleague said i put on weight hahah is good since i was too skinny before ,
just 43kg. and i look sad n sick. but now i look happy and put my weight on. but they want me to maintain lol.
i was thinking to working abroad , was thinking to work in dubai. it will be awesome.
after dinner i went to my friend house, just to chattin with them, since i had nobody only my kitten i cage it in the bathroom lol. and the internet friends.
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