Wheel

Today I wake up,..and somehow. I remember about someone. Life is like a wheel. Sometimes you are up some time you are down, when you are at the bottom, that time you will notice, the true color of the person, is true what the spirit said, half of my friends are useless.

Last time I had a best friend called AB, but I have no work no job no money at all, since then she kicked my ass away. Insulted me infront of her friends as well, I never been insulted such thing in my life. It is really hurts. But now I don't feel sad anymore, since she a bitch . I think the spirit was true, she said don't be sad since God want me away from the bad person.I know who is the friend the real and true friend from heart. Just one friend her named is Zeta,She understood me , cos last time she don't have anybody too both parent died. and now she married and living in other state but we still keep in touched. She cares me when I were sick before cos she know the feeling being alone and no one.

And today woke up , I remember the bitch AB, I hope she will know the truth how bad she is. She and her friend BABI just the same. BABI more devil she come to me like a friend trying to understand me, but once she got what she want , she stabbed me from behind. BABI the one who did a provocation , BABI likes AB and admirer her, so BABI made us fight , double face, BABI know when the time to moves out and let us fought, BABI always said promise arr dont tell don't tell but BABI broke the promises , one day BABI will eat her words, BABi was bisexual she admit that to me, and after all I do noticed she had a motives , BABI was a backstabber , she should used the knife to cut the FORK. not me.

One more friend was useless , her named was BABI2 last time she dont have a job, and i have a job, since then she like to come my office, and i help her a lot, when she bought a car , and she dont know to drive, her sister teach her how to drive but she cannot catch up, and been scold by her sister and her brother in-law, until one stage her sister asked to her to asked me for help , so i did i help her, at nite she came to my house at midnite since no car much that time so i can teach her, even i know i had to work tomorrow morning, well i still help her, until she passed and get the driving licenses. I am good with her, but she did a bad thing behind me, she came to my office and be friend with my colleague as well, my colleague and I doesnt have a good team, my x-colleague was stupid and act like she was the boss she can do everything she want , she want to come to work is up to her she want to dating and bring her boyfriend it is up to her, want to bring the husband and kids its up to her, I had no obligation on that, as long give and take, and dont disturb me, but she is jealous with me since the big boss like me more than her cos I am smarter than her, and when they called I am always around in the office. So this BABI2 know our problem and provoke when I am not around she talked to my ex-colleague bad. Until one stage I cannot stand anymore when my ex-colleague wrote the email to big boss said she did not perform well to manage the center and she dragged me as well. That is so so stupid and so unprofessional. When I asked her she said BABI2 agreed with the MEMO, I asked why you need to asked outsiders, I am was you colleague you should talked to me. Then I dont feel like I want to work there anymore, I feel I work just for money, I feel dishonest with my job, so I quit. If I do something dishonesty I will stopped since I feel guilty and I am not happy with it, even it is give me something. So since BABI2 doesnt have a permanent job, and she told me before that she had a financial problem , so recommend her to replaced my position without go through interview process, even my x-colleague also working there without the interview. But me YES , I passed the interview . Since then I know that I am really deserved it to work there. After the BABI2 work there, i think she is going to help me , but she totally changed, I saw her true color. .when I need her to help since I was jobless, she said you don't have anybody else to ask?.
OMG so damned man.. what a bloody hell person she is. After that I back off, since I know her true color.I believed GOD will punished her as well. aamin.

All these people will get punishment soon. God will give them a lesson and punish them. I can feel God loves me is come from the bottom of my heart. Even I am not so good to HIM, HE still loves me. HE cares for me when people did a bad thing to me, HE will punished them. I saw this before, and I am so so pity to the person, but there is nothing I can do. That is KARMA, you did bad it will returned back to you one day. When I am clueless HE will gives a clue for me to think, When I am in trouble HE will gives a gift sixth sense for me to feel it. HE so fair and square , HE took my parents He took my sister , BUT HE gives me the feeling. HE gives me the sixth sense to protect me, is unexplain feeling people will say I am crazy, but that how I survived. What I can say THANK GOD.

Friend don't trust them, since now I always put into my mind, my friend from USA said be professional, don 't too closed to them. Must bear into your mind GAP, another guy friend said , friendship is like you dig the hole, the more you dig the more deep you are in, at one stage you will be death.